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Our new normal...

Typically at 9 pm on a Saturday night I'd still be at home getting ready to go out with friends. It feels like it's been forever since...

Cravings

Her entire life she craved being real. She prayed that one day she could be herself without fear of judgment or rejection, but she knew...

...numb...

I am tired, and it is so awfully difficult to feel sad and tired when all you want is to feel alive. I feel numb. That's it... Just numb....

An open letter to eleven year old me

Dear eleven year old me, You're writing this at 20 years old and you're looking back on this picture and thinking "my god I was so ugly,"...

Dear Grandpa,

I honestly never thought I'd have to say goodbye so soon, I knew you'd die eventually, but I thought you'd at least make it to my...

An open letter to whoever is struggling

To whoever is struggling: No matter what is going on in your life, whether it be a bad relationship/friendship, school, work, or family...

The real you

And just for a moment, let's get lost. Let's hide under the sheets like we did when we were kids and let all of our worries slip away. Do...

Dear suicide

I'm told to stay strong, keep fighting, but they don't understand I've already lost. I do not fear you, I never have. I've always...

To you I promise

I will never be perfect for you, but imperfectly I will try to be. I will push your buttons. I will drive you crazy. I will make you...

An open letter to 25 year old me

Dear 25 year old me, I hope, more than anything, that you are happier than ever. I would like to congratulate you. Every single day can...

Chaos

"My life is so chaotic. I feel like nothing is going right. My whole world is crashing down." I looked at her with sorry eyes. I truly...

An open letter to the man I used to love

Pinky promises mean a lot to me, maybe it's because they're a sacred vow of a trust or a bond between two souls. Or maybe it is because...

The moon and all the stars

She was just another girl playing hopscotch with the stars. If you asked her, she was nothing special. Everyone in her life was...

Adventures

Adventure (n.) ad-ven-ture: An unusual and exciting experience or activity. Adventures come in many different forms. A little road trip...

An open letter to my ex best friend

Dear old friend, I admit writing this is a little hard. I'm not sure if you will read this, and if you do, I'm sure I'll end up in some...

What you should have said

"Don't block it out, don't cut so it stops, don't drink yourself numb. Just sit and let it rip you apart. And then get up and keep...

Born to fly

She wasn't given wings to see the world from a tree. She was given wings to explore the highest of mountains and the deepest of caves....

If you don't love her

Don't be selfish. If you don't love the way her hair curls or the way her nose wrinkles when she laughs then let her go. If you don't see...

An Open Letter To My Mother

As a little girl, I would memorize the sound of your truck pulling into the driveway and the way your keys jangled together before you...

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