An open letter to 25 year old me

Dear 25 year old me,

I hope, more than anything, that you are happier than ever. I would like to congratulate you. Every single day can be a battle sometimes. You're amazing for getting out of bed today. You are fierce for taking on your day despite the grief you carry along. You have made it to 25 years old, and although that may not seem like an accomplishment, it is. You're still kicking. You're still working hard. Remember that it all does pay off. I know sometimes it doesn't feel like it. You may feel like you're stuck in a rut, but "this, too, shall pass." Never forget that. You know what you are capable of—keep at it.

I want to thank you. Thank you for never giving up on yourself when it felt like the entire world was collapsing. Thank you for always trying to see the silver lining in everything. Thank you for not giving up on people, because that is one of life's greatest challenges. I know that you've been broken, stepped on, mistreated and hurt, but thank you for giving people a chance. It is one of the most overbearing dilemmas: to trust or not to trust. You get to choose.

It's been four years now, and I pray that you've found the person you'd like to spend the rest of your life with. I hope that you finally found someone who makes your heart feel full. (God knows you've had your fair share of heartbreaks...) And I truly hope that you have had a chance to feel genuine happiness.

It's August 18th, 2018 at 2:35 a.m. and I'm starting my second semester of college next week. I'm going through a lot right now and things are a little hectic, but I know I'll get through it. Hopefully, you're a teacher at 25, and if not, I know that you'll find something you love to do. I have so much hope for you. I hope you look back at being 19 and are proud of where you were. I hope you're proud of all the work you've put in.

Even if you may not be where you would like to be at this point in your life, you will get there. Patience is a virtue, you know that. Don't give up on your vision. Take your aspirations one step at a time. Don't forget to travel, eat, live and love. Don't ever lose sight of who you are. I'm proud of you for hanging on. Keep going and keep growing.