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To you I promise

  • Writer: Courtney Casteel
    Courtney Casteel
  • Apr 24, 2020
  • 2 min read

I will never be perfect for you, but imperfectly I will try to be. I will push your buttons. I will drive you crazy. I will make you angry. Our relationship is not perfect and I don't expect it to be. They're no walk in the park, but caring for you is. Have patience with me. Understand that when I'm angry, it's most likely because I'm hurting and I can't find the words to express it to you.


I promise never to give up on you. I promise that no matter what you and I are going through, I will try not to walk away. I can't promise I won't try to push you away,  but I promise I will never walk away from you.


I promise to be there for you, whether that be in the worst mood or the best mood. I'll always try to be a shoulder for you to lean on.


I promise to try to best to always keep you smiling or laughing. I know you get grumpy with me sometimes, but I want you to know that even in those moments I still adore you. I still want to make you laugh and see you happy.


I promise to not be too moody. I can be difficult at times and you know by now that I have my crabby moments, but even then, you've never left my side. I appreciate that more than you'll ever know.


I probably sound like a broken record at this point, but I promise that I'll always be there. Even on days we're arguing, on days where I just want to be left alone, on days where you just want to be left alone, and even if things don't work out between us... I'll always be there.

And that's my promise to you.

 
 
 

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