A Black and White Wonderland

I set boundaries and I built up walls so that no one can reach the scattered pieces of my soul, but then he came and I let him decipher me. I slowly let those boundaries vanish in the hope that he would put those shattered pieces together, but someone who seemed like an angel was nothing more than the devil himself. I was left with a curse that brought no hope and now I am so hollow that I am scared to look within. You see my dear, loving you was the most exquisite form of self-destruction. In loving you, I lost the love I had for myself. My world revolved around you and that's where I went wrong. My world was full of vivid yellows, reds, greens, and blues. Then you happened and my world was drained of all color and love.